Learn to Let Go

Bettering my self

Since I decided to go to law school, I feel as though my life as fallen apart.  I have come to realize this is because my self confidence has been thrown out the window.  This is not to say I am the only person is the whole world, this has happened to.  I am saying it because I want it to change.  I have gained 50-60 lbs since I was accepted into law school.  Which has been due to my stress level, and emotional eating.  And not having time or the passion to cook anymore.

I used to co-own a freaking health food catering company! WTH!! I know it has been wrong, But I still did not pay attention.  I fell deeper and deeper into a hole of shit, or should I say lard and sugar.  My most violent addiction is to sweets and breads.

Now as I turn a corner and try and pass the state Bar, I am going to try and gain my confidence back.  My mom told me recently I am so lucky because I have so many people that love me (her, the bf and the cat).  She is right, although on most days this is all blurred by my own self-hating thoughts.  This needs to change.  And so in my motivation I decided to start a new blog.  I have no idea what this blog will be about, but it will be a place for me to vomit out my thoughts.  Whether it be dieting, education, working, jobs, or the oh so common and most interesting subject MEN!

happiness is the key to life

Except you need to know what makes you happy, to find happiness.