I love him. Leave him. I love him. Leave him. I love him leave him.
I am the little mermaid, underwater, plucking the petals off flowers. Yet I cannot breath.
Damn I wish I was a mermaid.
Sunday, July 22, 2012
Sunday, July 15, 2012
Saying Goodbye
Saying Goodbye to the People you love is always the hardest thing to do, even when it is the last thing left to do.
I have been looking for a new place to live for the last week. I have been keeping it a secret for the sanity of both parties. Although I feel like I did it because I did not want to hurt him or cause more conflict. However, I probably did it because I do not want him to be mad at me. I am selfish and I want to be the person that was the winner.
Well I came home today from looking at apartment for 8 hours. (Still apartment-less) And I get dumped. Awesome. It is not like it is the first time he has done this, but for some reason I know this time it is real. Because this time I am leaving. I hope one of my applications was the first today so I can just get a place.
Saying goodbye is so hard.
I have been looking for a new place to live for the last week. I have been keeping it a secret for the sanity of both parties. Although I feel like I did it because I did not want to hurt him or cause more conflict. However, I probably did it because I do not want him to be mad at me. I am selfish and I want to be the person that was the winner.
Well I came home today from looking at apartment for 8 hours. (Still apartment-less) And I get dumped. Awesome. It is not like it is the first time he has done this, but for some reason I know this time it is real. Because this time I am leaving. I hope one of my applications was the first today so I can just get a place.
Saying goodbye is so hard.
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