Bettering my self

Since I decided to go to law school, I feel as though my life as fallen apart.  I have come to realize this is because my self confidence has been thrown out the window.  This is not to say I am the only person is the whole world, this has happened to.  I am saying it because I want it to change.  I have gained 50-60 lbs since I was accepted into law school.  Which has been due to my stress level, and emotional eating.  And not having time or the passion to cook anymore.

I used to co-own a freaking health food catering company! WTH!! I know it has been wrong, But I still did not pay attention.  I fell deeper and deeper into a hole of shit, or should I say lard and sugar.  My most violent addiction is to sweets and breads.

Now as I turn a corner and try and pass the state Bar, I am going to try and gain my confidence back.  My mom told me recently I am so lucky because I have so many people that love me (her, the bf and the cat).  She is right, although on most days this is all blurred by my own self-hating thoughts.  This needs to change.  And so in my motivation I decided to start a new blog.  I have no idea what this blog will be about, but it will be a place for me to vomit out my thoughts.  Whether it be dieting, education, working, jobs, or the oh so common and most interesting subject MEN!